Dear God...
I need you help more then ever now... I do not know what is happening to me... and I do not understand why is this things happening to me...
But I entrust my fate into your hands... and come what may, I will follow You till you return me to embrace me in your arms...
I know I've let you down over and over again, so many times.... I wish that I could find a way to tell you how sorry I am...
My heart... hurts alot... please heal it..... I pray... please...
In Jesus' Name....
Amen...